Whole year later... All updates.
Okay so, it's been an entire year since this blog site has had any updates. Why? only because I haven't bothered to do anything good with this site at all. I planned on learning proper CSS and possibly Javascript but I put those two ideas off for far too long to care. Anyways, since well it has been a whole ass year, a lot has obviously happened since then. Let me start.
Well, let's start with this question: have I done anything of worth? FUCK no LOL. If you couldn't tell from my introductory paragraph, I haven't had the motivation to work on anything of worth. The closest thing to doing so was the SealHaxx backdoor group on RetroStudio which was actually surprisingly successful. We managed to ACTUALLY infect other people's games, and big ones and we had quite a bit of coverage from RetroStudio youtubers such as Kloud4K and almost got an interview released by Rack360, so I guess I could call that something of worth but I don't really know because it wasn't something as big as ChildX or RetroM8 (honestly maybe I should be glad, I don't want pedophile allegations on my ass again).
Now, for everything else, I had attempted to learn C++ a few times, most successful recently. I am learning it for my school project but I don't think I have actually touched any C++ in a week which is not good. I had attempted to learn video editing then of course I dropped that and then I went to FL Studio to attempt music production for the 10th time. I successfully made a somewhat okay beat, learning sound design using Vital but after that I lost all motivation to do anything on FL Studio. If you couldn't tell, I am incredibly bad at motivation. The only way to get me to work on anything is if you threaten or pressure me incredibly hard to work. I work under pressure and only under pressure. It sucks, but it's whatever.
As for the rest of my life this year, quite a bit has actually happened. I had left a relationship in June, right in the middle of my incredibly important GCSE exams which was very fun. I won't ask for sympathy or anything, it was a very messy relationship and I did a LOT wrong in it but I won't dwell on it further. Around this time I realised I was aroace instead of, well, being straight duh. A bit before the breakup I had been talking to my best friend, Avery about relationships and love and stuff, especially with him talking about his experience being aroace which made me question that stuff because I shared similar thoughts and experiences with him. Fast forward to October and I also realise I am nonbinary, lmfao. This is a bit more complicated to explain but I'll shorten what I had said to Avery. I basically resented being a man my entire life but obviously didn't wanna be a woman either. Eventually, that led to thinking about being nonbinary to escape that which obviously led to me being nonbinary.
As for how I'm doing currently, I'm doing terribly. I have been doing terrible for the past 4-6 years but I have been getting progressively worse and I guess you could say this is my rock bottom but it's just whatever. I barely have friends, infact I have ZERO friends in real life, all of my few friends are internet people, I'm incredibly lonely. I know I said I wouldn't try to get sympathy but it feels crazy how far I had fallen off. I remember how I used to have so many friends, I thought people loved me in real life, and on the internet. I guess not. I eventually realised people in real life actually never liked me and I started losing friends. I also lost a lot of friends on the internet too and now all I have is my best friend from the other side of the world. In addition to this, I don't really have hobbies. I try to have hobbies but like I had said before, I just give up after a day. This is my fault but I don't know of the cause nor how to fix it. I'll figure it out eventually. I'm not going to talk about my feelings anymore because I probably shouldn't spill everything onto some blog everyone can see.
Looking back onto what this blog was for, Roblox exploiting. Has anything changed from my previous blog? No. It is the exact wild west that I saw it as years ago, but with less stability and more people dipping. I don't even bother looking at the exploiting community aside from getting pinged in some stupid Discord server about some Roblox update, hell I barely even want to touch Roblox anymore. I don't even know what exploit dropped recently. Like everyone expected, AWP dipped again but now it might come back again??? And apparently KRNL is returning to windows??? This is all so weird and confusing and it messes with my head. There is barely any reliable or stable executor or well PEOPLE in the community in general. Sirmeme's channel recently got terminated which genuinely sucked for me, he was my favourite Youtuber in general and it was genuinely saddening seeing his youtube career just go like that, however he does have a new youtube channel called "Mr Exploit" which I have huge hopes for and I believe he said he might start streaming on that as well which I am very happy about. But like I said, nothing has changed in the past year, I was still right.
Last minute shoutouts because why not. Shoutout to Tobias for giving me CSS to update my site with. I will probably learn CSS at some point and make my own CSS for the blog pages and maybe even the main page if I feel like it. Shoutout to everyone who owns SteelWare including Jasper, Mors and most especially Avery big shoutout to Avery if you end up reading this youre awesome love you twin.
Well, I can't really think of anything else to update whoever may be reading this on. I'll see you guys in a year, if I remember.